My Dear Sweet Girl,

The day you were born will always live in my heart as one of the happiest days of my life. I remember waiting at the hospital, full of excitment and love, knowing something extraordinary was about to happen. While I was there in the room, helping your mom in whatever ways I could, your mom did all the hard work to bring you into the world. She was amazing, and after she held you first, I got my turn.

When the nurses finished all the little hosptial things, she placed you in my arms. You looked up at me with those bright, curious eyes, and in that instant, I knew our hearts were connected. I felt it deep inside, you were meant to be a part of my story, and I was meant to be a part of yours. There’s a picture from that moment that I still treasure. Every time I see it, it reminds me of how it felt to meet you for the first time – like my heart had just discovered a new kind of joy.

You’ll be turning six soon, just a couple weeks, and it’s hard for me to imagine not spending your birthday with you this year. I’ve been there for every one before, and not being able to celebrate with you breaks my heart. Still, I want you to know that no matter where I am, I’ll be celebrating you – your laughter, your kindness, your beautiful spirit, and every wonderful thing that makes you you.

I’m so proud of the little girl you’re becoming. I admire your gentle heart, your creativity, and how you see the world with such wonder. My greatest wish is that you’re happy, healthy, and surrounded by people who make you feel loved and safe.

I miss you more than words can say, but my love for you is as constant as ever. I carry you with me every day, and I hope that soon we can make new memories together – ones that live alongside all the precious ones from the past.

Happy Birthday, my sweet girl.

You are my sunshine, always.

Love,

Nana